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Im Cally..but you should already know that if you are reading my journal. Im a Junior in Livermore Falls High School. ummm i guess thats all you really need to know about me then just read my journal, that is why you here..





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Orlando Bloom is Love


-To many heartbreaks & to many tears caused me to avoid love out of pure fear. To many boys not enough men. They get what they can & they lie & pretend. Not weak anymore, Im strong on my own, dont need you now-

-You know.. I really wish a guy would care about me like other guys care about my friends.. I see the way they hold them, they way they look at them & I just think "I want to be happy to"-

-"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before."-

-Ive never felt like this before. I'm overwhelmed by an unbelievable amount of hatred yet I couldn't be more in love. It's like I want to throw him out in traffic & then risk my life to save him

I see the way he looks at her and wonder why he doesnt look at me. She's everything he wants and all the things I'll never be. He builds me up just to let me down , He turns my every smile upside down. I cant help but stare at him talk to her, Its obvious she makes his emotions go astir. Why couldnt everything in life be fair? I dont have the perfect body type or the perfect hair. But maybe I was hoping that there was one ounce of decentcy, And he'd like me for all the things HE makes me.


-I can*t go on as long as I believe, i can*t let go when I keep wondering.-

-tHe Tru StReNgTh is bein (able) to HOLD* it all (together) wheN eVeRyOnE is ~expecting~ you to [F A L L]... a p a r t-

-I'd like to think Ill be happy again, but I really need to stop & cry right now & sometimes I wish I could scream at you & just show you what you do to me-

-Its feels like one of those days where I feel like crying, so I do. But no tears fall from my eyes, my heart is crying & that is so much worse-

-Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop your tears is the one that's causing them?-

ReMeMbEr WhEn BoYz HaD ¤.cOoTiEs.¤
WhEn FrIeNdS aLwAyS «-lIsTeNeD-» 2 u..
wHeN ((dReAmS)) wErE uNsHaT*tErEd
& [[wOrRiEs]] WeRe ::fEw::
WhEn ReCeSs WaS tOo |sHoRt|
aNd LiFe WaS *2* «---LoNg---»
wHeN DeCiSiOnS cAmE .:eAsIlY:.
wItH ((nO NeEd)) 2 ¤..bElOnG..¤
wHeN :.:StOrKs:.: DeLiVeReD bAbIeS
aNd *PaSsIoNs* WeReN't sOo o¤sTrOnG¤o
wHeN [[fRiEnDsHiPs]] WeReNt bRo|KeN..
RiGhT wAs .RiGhT. & wRoNg wAs :WrOnG:
WhEn (((BaD))) tHiNgS dIdN't HaPpEn
OnLy _sKiNnEd KnEeS_ bRoUgHt ::TeArs::
aNd tHe «_NiGhT . LiGhT_» iN OuR rOoM
((.QuIeTeD.)) aLl oUr FeArs
wHeN :.dEcIsi0ns.: wErE s0|VeD
bY [eNi mEaNi . mini m0]
wHeN «.»b0yS«.» wErE sOoO !yUcKy!
& *gOoDbYe* MeAnT OnLy tIl ::ToMoRrOw::
WhEn Ur ClOtHeS DiDnT »..mAtCh..«
& *r E a L* fRiEnDs DiDn'T p|A|r|T
tHe ((..FuN..) wEnT oN *4eVeR* aNd
NeVeR LeFt a _BrOkEn ... HeArt


-The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be forgotten or ignored-

-Love can heal the deepest wounds, but it can also create them-

-I know as long as you are happy I can get through this. But it still kills me to see you with her. Not because she is perfect for you, not because she makes you smile, not because she is what you need, but because I know she deserves you more than I do, and that pain is undesirable.-

-I'm so tired of the pain and the tears you caused me. Im tired of the way I feel when you always put me down..most of all..Im really tired of caring about you, when you cant or won't care about me!-

-I wish that someone would just tell him not to hurt who loves him. Because I know I'd kill to have someone love me the way I love him.-

-Some days I think of how much you hurt me, and I wish I could hurt you back. But then I realize I'd just be hurting worse if I hurt you like that.-

-I can't explain how much it hurts me to think about you, and to think about the thoughts that are going through your mind about me and you never working out.-

-Why me? Why do you have to chose me to have fall into your little trap? Is it real this time? Because you've done it before and completely shattered my heart. And I still fall for you again. Please don't hurt me again. I don't think I can handle it

*×.·* LeMMe LiCk U uP n dOwN TiL U sAy sToP *
* LeMMe pLaY WiT uR BoDy BaBy MaKe U hOt *
* LeMMe MaKe u Do aLL tHa ThinGz U wANt Me 2 d0 *
* CuZ t0niTe BaBy i WaNNa GeT fReAkY WiT u *·.×

FoRGeT THe Day i LiKeD you
FoRGeT THe Day i CRieD
FoRGeT THe Day i NeeDeD you
FoRGeT i eVeR TRieD

sEe tHe TrUtH iS.. yOu cOuLd sLiT My tHrOaT.. ..aNd WiTh My vErY LaSt bReAtH .. i*D sTuMbLe oUt aN ..aPoLoGy.. fOr bLeEdInG oN yOuR sHiRt..

What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't fit in with anybody! How did this happen to me? Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep cause every night is the worst night ever

dOn`t yOu ever w0nder wh0 wOuld really give a fuck if yOu were g0ne?

....u dont understand....
........u never will.........
........so dont say......... .
...i kno how you feel....

im tired of× ×happy ever after endings× ×im tired of× ×make believe heros× ×im tired of× ×takin back what i have given× ×im tired of× ×waking up here×

i NeVeR wAnTeD iT tO eNd YoU LeFt mE n FeLL fOr mY fRiEnD nOW uR bOtH sMiLiN cUz u GoT SoMEOnE nEw i AinT cRyiN...BuT aLL iLL sAy iZ *Fuck BoTh oF YoU*

My life's been better since the day I left you boy I must admit life's been kind to me I went and did the things I said I would do boy I found someone who loves me for me Haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy My heart's never been more at ease And when I think of all the things you put me thru Leaving you has been the best thing for me

*ii guess ii don`t deserve* . . . . - a n y * o n e - . . . .

iM TiReD oF aLL dA BuLlShyT And LiEs I wOnT aCCePt jus aNoTHa GuY

iTs FuNnY hOw MuCh ShIt I hAnDLe i NeVeR sEeM 2 cRy YeT weN i ThInK oF hOw mUcH u MeaN 2 Me TeArZ cOMeZ 2 mY eYeZ

~*My DrEaMs TeLl Me SeCrEtS. mY mInD tElLs Me LiEs. My HeArT sCrEaMs FoR hElP. mY eYeS oNlY cRy.~*

~*Did you ever feel so deep that you speak your mind you put others straight to sleep. You wonder if anyone CARES. Sometimes I think I'm the only one who's day turned out unlike it had begon. And i feel bare naked and I just can't take it. I'm getting cheated i just can't fake it anymore.~*


-Do you know what your love is doing to me?♥-

-I feel like im dissapearing-

I keep wondering if there is anything more..

-Rock on-

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